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[05 Jan 2005|02:44pm]
[ mood | excited ]

ME COMING BACK!!!!!<3~~

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[20 Jul 2004|11:03pm]
[ mood | happy ]

OK so here the thing..I have a bet wit jess..We are not aloud to kiss..So if i kiss her i Have to dress up like a girl thong bra hair everything!!! and if i win more fun on y side..so Yes not to sure about the girl thing..ahah it's kinda weird

Anyways went to sauken chilled wit my homies there and mike and michele and ang..it was awesome..got to see my 2 very good friends well 3 counting scott..cuz she shoulded up out of nowhere with crazy hair hah it was awesome..so anyways i think i'm done with this cuz i'm bored and i have to go take a piss..alright late

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[23 Jun 2004|08:09am]
[ mood | happy ]

Hey so for start..My WEEKEND ROCKED!!! so friday i hung out wit jess hale rob rob joe dani and nina..and nina was just flashing us..like both ways dude..we traded shirts 2 lol..bra and all!! it was lil weird but it made me and joe happy lol.. played spin the bottle..and joe was just winning everybody!! so yeah sat i just hung out with them again and we chilled around..sunday i did nothing had my grandparents over..and then went up to station to meet joe for a lil..and we chilled infront of lit in up...then monday i went to jess's and hung out there then got a ride to the firehouse from john..after picking up dan..then had drill then chilled on station....Tues.I went and met up wit rob on station then we went back to my house so i could get my trunks..for swimming and we went to megs and chilling in the hot pool instead of the cold one!! BR!!..and then went to jess's and went to the park and hung out ..and layed in the rain!! it was awesome and it was pretty.. and today i dont kno what i'm going to be doing..well i kinda do already lol..so yeah.. thats about for my weekend and my week.yup yup yup..

Oh yes..i have names down for warped tour..just let me kno if u need a ticket..and i will deside who is coming with my in my car..alrighty!late

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[19 May 2004|11:56am]
[ mood | crappy ]

HEy well so far ive been startin to change my ways..very slow..But it's getting there..fixing my life up..still need alot of help..But dont see u ppl HELPING!!!!.anywyas..i'm kool wit jenny again i'm happy..i was a jerk immature and all thee above..and I sorry jenny..Plus she gets to kick my ass if i'm mean to her again..so yeah lol..this summer doesnt seem likes it's gonna be all fun..i kno what a few ppl are gonna do this summer..u can tell...Plus i'm gonna try and make it fun ya kno,,take yall where ever u want....and get yall whatever you want..So anyways..i dont kno i'm really bored right now..and the most i'm gonna do today is go take m camera to cvs..and chill on station and prolly go where ever ppl are..hopfully i'll get my journal done today bysarah..cuz she's suppsoe to do it by now but hasnt..and i gotta do my friend brit's..her jounrla also..so i busy today!!!! wooo!!!!so yeah uh i miss everybody and i'm out..i'll update later..pce

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[19 May 2004|11:56am]
[ mood | crappy ]

HEy well so far ive been startin to change my ways..very slow..But it's getting there..fixing my life up..still need alot of help..But dont see u ppl HELPING!!!!.anywyas..i'm kool wit jenny again i'm happy..i was a jerk immature and all thee above..and I sorry jenny..Plus she gets to kick my ass if i'm mean to her again..so yeah lol..this summer doesnt seem likes it's gonna be all fun..i kno what a few ppl are gonna do this summer..u can tell...Plus i'm gonna try and make it fun ya kno,,take yall where ever u want....and get yall whatever you want..So anyways..i dont kno i'm really bored right now..and the most i'm gonna do today is go take m camera to cvs..and chill on station and prolly go where ever ppl are..hopfully i'll get my journal done today bysarah..cuz she's suppsoe to do it by now but hasnt..and i gotta do my friend brit's..her jounrla also..so i busy today!!!! wooo!!!!so yeah uh i miss everybody and i'm out..i'll update later..pce

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[12 Mar 2004|11:28pm]
[ mood | calm ]

TAKE NOTE... FRIENDS ONLY FROM HERE ON!!! TAKE NOTE..FRIENDS ONLY FROM HERE ON!!!



Billy loved Katie with all his heart. But he never told a single soul.

Katie secretly loved him too. But she thought she would never have a chance with him. Billy asked his friends what they think of her and his friends thought she was gay. They didn't like her at all. So Billy just went along with them. They all made fun of her and made her feel really bad. Katie was so upset.

One day they followed her home from school making fun of her the whole way home. Once she got inside her house she dropped to the floor crying. She had a crush on Billy since 3rd grade. She didn't know what to do. When Billy got home he felt real bad about what he had done. So he decided to go to Katie's house to tell her he was sorry and that he really loves her.

When he got there he knocked on the door no one answered. The door was open so he walked in. He walked into the living room and found Katie lying dead on the floor. She had slit her wrists. Billy was so upset. He knew it was his fault she killed herself. And now he could never tell her how he really felt.

The moral of this story is: Don't wait to until the last minute to tell someone how you really feel. Because it just might be too late. And don't always go by what your friends say, follow your heart.....

Bea wrote that and sent it to me...and i think it is so ture.. cuz like i dunno i just kno it's true cuz ive seen it happen..Late

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[24 Feb 2004|12:02am]
[ mood | blah ]

Hey everybody uh whats up..yeah i'm doing alright ehh everything is starting to suck really bad..i mean yeah lol everything about britt just sucks man everything that still is going on i mean when does it end? I"m hopeing everything will be alright soon cuz i'm seriously missing her alot and it's relaly getting to me.. Just hope everything will be ok! uh nothing really has been going on all my friends are lazy like always so there isnt 2 much 2 do..skateboarding is going well.. i jsut need to find ppl that are good cuz i'm tired of skateboarding a parkin lot..i wanna skate stairs and rails, so i'm gonna go out and find different ppl to take wit cuz thats how u get better by skateboarding wit ppl that are better then you,and billy kyle and thomas arnt helping it's like there stuck they need to learn....but who cares right now..i'm gonna go to driving skool soon so i can start driving,this town is so fucking boring my dad is always working so i cant go to like pennsauken cuz like it's awesome there and the skateboards skate everything..uh i was walking around in the high skool today it was fun mauhaha i rmm going to that skool like 4 uh clock in the morning walking around in the dark haha it was fun...But i dunno theres not to much happening wit me and i need to clean my room so yeah i'm done blah i dont feel like typing no more...I love u brittany


Yo so i wanna do something wit my hair let me kno..later

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[21 Feb 2004|09:07pm]
[ mood | sad ]

NOBODY MUST READ THIS SHIT cuz nobody comments me :( *sign* i'm teary cuz it's me and britts anniversary and i no talk to her or see her well it just sucks BUT NOT GIVIN UP I WILL NEVER!..now i go to sleep cuz i'm really tired and i have alot to think about cuz there is something wrong wit me i feel it..and u ppl dont love me..so later


I love u brittany your the best and your so awesome! wish u could read this so u would kno what i'm feeling miss u

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[20 Feb 2004|08:43pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Hey tmm is me and britts anniversayr and i still cant be wit her and it really sucks alot.But it's gonna be 6 months and sarah forgot to get give her a letter saying happy anniversary so that sucks.but it's alright cuz she will give it to her monday..and yeah..So yes uh i'll update more later..I love u britt happy anniversay..miss u alot

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[18 Feb 2004|08:37pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Yo if you want me to go ot concerts wit you let me kno or if u wanna go to any concerts let me kno!!
BETTER COMMENT!


Love you brittany

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[16 Feb 2004|10:20pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Yo so this wekend was a lil crazy..Friday i went to the mall with sarah and sara and we chillled wit scott and i skated inside and srah and ara walked around..prolly stalking ppl..after that got home and scott called me and we talk for a couple hours then went to sleep.
Sat sarah and sara came over again and we chilled in my room then went to the mall to meet up with scott but he got there late so we could only chill with him for like a hour and so.. then came home..BUt i forgot to say my dad scared the shit out of sara cuz the way he drives we were doing 130 all the way 2 the mall it was so funny she was shitting her pants..Ok then i got home and was on the fone and britt called me..I was freakin out the whole time..in a good way..cuz i havent heard her voice in a long time and when u dont talk to somebody for a really long time u just like shake i was shakin for 3 hours....But i really miss her and i really love her..but everything is getting better..slow but it's still getting there..LOVE YOU BABY!.then after that i was on the fone with sarah and scott made me call this number..and i called 911 with my stupid ass..was on the fone with them for like half hour cuz they had the wrong address and shit..so i had to do all this shit..and i had cops calling me all night...scary shit!then sleep
Sun uh i skated half the day then later that night sarah and gina came over..and we watched half of 8 mile..and just talked about my house being big and my room being big lol..it's all good tho..so yeah then they walked home and i chilled online and fone..and today is Monday and i wanna go sleep on gina's bed cuz i do all my thinking there lol...But yes.thank you sarah and gina for being there for me..and thank u sarah for everything you've for me and britt.. Love ya both!!.


ALright i'm gonna write more later so i'm out..Later

Love you brittany!!!!

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[09 Feb 2004|11:55am]
[ mood | jealous ]

                                              Happy birthday Jenny

Hey well today started out my sister waking me up by jumping on me..Then we went to the mall and i'm very goofy at the mall so i was being funny and shit as always..uh we took my car witch was really hot cuz i was able to lindsay to whatever i want.well i am but i jsut wanted to listen to loud music cuz i wasnt really happy..Listen to music helps me..so after that we went to the shop and we hung out there for a lil so she could meet ken and ken could meet her and he likes big boobs so she has them so yeah lol helped him out on that one..haha..after that i hung out with like billy sarah sara jenny nick tom lexe and meg..just chilled and skateboarding like always..pissed off billy but hey i'm sorry billy but you are a pussy skater and and everybody thinks that..so what ken was true he wants us to help u get better me and kyle that is...so next dont laugh at something that was the true...k......so anyways i walked home after that and it's my grandmoms birthday so we had a like a lil family party lol..me and my uncle got intoa  cake fight..and he like took half of the cake and threw it at me. haha it rocked alot..it was fun..then sarah called me and we chilled on the fone for a lil..so everything like that.. thats about how my dad went....I'm happy a lil now that i kno brittany still loves me and says everything between us is still the same way..like when we could see each other..so that rocks alot..Thank you sarah forever thing u've done..and billy......alright well i'm gonna go listen to music and think about shit..I'll talk to you kids later......

 

            P.s Have a nice day :) and let me kno if anybody wants to do something this weekend..mall pool hall, arcade, dinner movies whatever..let me kno..later

 

I HATE EVERYBODY THAT CAN SEE THERE GFS AND MAKE OUT AND SHIT WITH THEM!!!

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[05 Feb 2004|11:25pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

ALright yo i'm so pissed off right now..i dont feel like talking about it cuz it's gay....well tmm nite is screwed up i dont kno what to do now.. and i'm prlly just gonna end up staying home.. unless i find out scott is going or not ah i fucking dont even kno i'm jsut so pissed off and id ont feel like wrting no more..sarah let me kno if you wana do somethign or not..i'm on the fone and i'm hungr so i'm going to go find food not..pCE OUT


love u brittany

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[04 Feb 2004|12:07am]
[ mood | sad ]

Well tonite with me talking to gina..i found out a few things while me also thinking..That i'm a bad bf,i'm an idiot...i didn do anything bad..I'm just not a good bf..I dont think i'm there for brittany as much as i should be. and shit like that..and i found out that i dont want to die at a young age cuz there's so many things i want to do in my life time.or me being here on this living hell call earth...I cant wait till i can see brittany again..its been a while now..and it feel as tho time is going by so slow. i dont kno when the next time i will be able to see her but i hope it's soon.. Man i hate when bad shit happens..it sucks But i dont feel like talking no more..so i'm going to go think more i will write back later..Love u brittany

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[03 Feb 2004|01:28pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Wow so i just got done cleaning my room and it looks nice. so now instead of finding somewhere to hang out we can here..i'll keep it clean.alright. i miss brittanyh alot and i really wanna see her!!! Love you brittany!!.. so yes


alright i done i write more later..pCe out love u brittany

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[02 Feb 2004|12:42am]
[ mood | lonely ]

so last night was fun YEAH BABY YEAH..



And yes sarah is right i wish it was summer cuz i would be able to do alot more things and chill and i would be able to drive!!Yes how awesome will that be when i can!! i dunno but theres only a few ppl here that rock..like gina sarah sara uh brittany ken matt,shawn and few other ppll.but like my mostest best friend here are brittany! gina and sarah.....and they help out alot..Thank ya me friends!!.. um today was kool i guess i went with mike chrissy and kate..and we went to jason hosue his brother and his grandmoms house and played with there puppy..she was so cute!! and everything like that then came back here ate watched some of the game and just chilled.. shit like that..

So up coming shit thats gong to be going on here..WEll i'm getting my pool table this week or next cuz we found one YES!! so my basement will be the new hangout spot so that will rock..Uh i'm getting a inground pool that will be heated..so at like night it will be warm and you wont be cold if you wanna go for a late night swim..and gina and sarah are going skinny swimming..hahah skinny swimming hahah i rock...and fixin my car up.. ..and hoping to be with brittany..


Alright i'm sleepy so i go to sleep now..I love you brittany and miss you alot!!! sleep tight everybody..night

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[01 Feb 2004|12:33am]
[ mood | :'erf ]

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[31 Jan 2004|12:01pm]
[ mood | weird ]

bittersweet46614: yo
bittersweet46614: umm tomorrow im getting alcohol, so if i like share some with you. then next weekend you can share some with meeeeeee. :-)
bittersweet46614: oh sorry i didnt read that dont wake up.

Now thats not right if you think about it..it's more like desperate jenny....and alcoholic however you spell it..But thats like usen a person if you get what i'm ssaying..No offence not trying to put you down but i dont think thats right..later

Love you brittany

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[30 Jan 2004|07:32pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

YO YO YO THIS IS YOUR DJ HANK!!!.....nah not really so i went to the mall with gina and sarah.........we chilled and they stalked this dude for like an hour and half......................... and yeah..thats about it so yeah.tmm i go to dinner and thats it i miss brittany alot and i wanna cry!!!I love her alot i cant wait till things calm down so yeah i miss you brittany love you mauhzz!!!..


Hey if anybody wants to hang out tmm or chill comment me and let me kno..we can do what chil whereever or chill here..let me kno..pCe

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[29 Jan 2004|01:19pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Hey so i did my journal with the help of my friend lauren..What you think??


SO yesterday i had like th bestest convo with gina..haha she is the funnist girl in heights!!!and the koolest!!!.and chilled..tonite i have to go to the station cuz some guy died and shit like that..and thats about it..I miss brittany alot and i really wanna chill with her..or at least be able to hold her hand and hold her!! or something man..but i think sarah and billy and mike for helping us..and briana..SO its alright from there..i guess everything will be ok.if we just like be careful..and she says she learned her lession and she aint gonna sneak around and dont lie..i guess if she doesnt lie or anything everything will be ok..I hope..THanks everybody....And i will update later this weekend..pCe..

Love you brittay miss you!!

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[28 Jan 2004|03:46pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Hey everybody i'm at the library and nobody is really talking to me..sarah jsut liked stopped..I dont get why you ppl wont go outside cuz it's cold out..so wut i eman yeah its cold but theres snow out there and shit.. you ppl act like your not a kid no more..wuts the fun in that..really..>>theres weird ppl in the library they tried kickin mee off but i held up and stayed on cuz i just ignored them..haha i dont give a crap..i'm really bred right now and i have to do my journal later cuz it's blah and looks gay so i'm going do it with the help of my bestest best friend lauren Kelly...(clap)....omg there is this old freaky lady in here and shes black and she looks like shes dieing and she keeps fallin asleep then wakes up out of no where..wait i think shes gonna fall off the chair!!hahaha anyways..I'm gonna go now..I'll talk to you ppl later..Love you brittany miss you..


Later bitches!!

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[27 Jan 2004|12:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]

SO yeah i havent updated in a while..so same news with britt..still cant see her or even talk :'(..sometimes i dont get parents why they would do wut they do.....But i cant control her parents so jsut gonna have to wait..i dont care.. i dont have a problem with waiting....so i'm watchin brittany spears new video toxic..wow it's not that bad..i kinda like it..BUT she cant sing!!!she cant sing for shit!holy crap she looks hot with red hair!!!dude i cant wait till i can drive gettin a sprots bike also!!those things are so fuckin awesome!!HOLY SHIT she looks even better with black hair!!! ok anyways..so yeah nothing new theres snow outside..i wanna get my pooltable already..and i gots job i make 30 an hour!!!so that rocks..gonna get new shoes and stuff this weekend if i get my money..gina and sarh are going with me i hope!!..but yeah.. so anyways i dont feel like writin no more..so i'll check back later..I lov eyou brittany and i miss you!!!
later ppls

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[23 Jan 2004|11:18am]
[ mood | nervous ]

Got bad news :'( will tell when i find out wut the bad news is

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[20 Jan 2004|12:08pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

Love you brittany miss you
So i'm really happyy today cuz bri called me this morning..and that rocks alot!! and i'm getting some wut of my music back but i cant get everything i want..and you ppl wont let me use your cds for like 5 mins to pput some songs on my computer i dont kno why but i guess you dont want to.. i'm sore also was working out yesterday ..so sore! and yeah.. havent really been doing anything friday i went out then sat i worked and then went to my cuz house and sunday work and went to sleep yesterday went to the skateshop and worked out with brandon..then drill..tonite i'm either going to vans or the gym..i dunno have to see if kenny wants to go..I miss brittany alot and i really wish i could see her i ahvent seen her for 2 weeks!!it sucks alot!!i cant wait till i can see her again!!i would love it so much i would kill just to see her right now!!so yeah i really dont have much to update about nothing is really knew...havent really been doing anything but chilling at the skateshop and trying to skateboard where theres no snow..hate winter..i use to love it but i wanna skate i wannna learn more tricks and have fun..i'll live lol..But yeah things i wish i could do see brittany or talk to her once and a while..skateboard..and everything else that is fun..i drive soon so i'll be takin everybody any where they want..i dont care..if you love to go fast and drvie crazy then you will love to drive with me..and i'll take ya anywhere..as long as we get to go to wendy's!!! alright well i guess i'm out for now i'll chat with you ppl later..Love you brittany miss you..Later

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[17 Nov 2003|06:53pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

X corn holio X4: .
ginavedder311: .
X corn holio X4: ..
ginavedder311: ..
X corn holio X4: no uh dont start that again
ginavedder311: no uh dont start that again
X corn holio X4: hey not kool
ginavedder311: hey not kool
X corn holio X4: I'm Hot :-)
ginavedder311: I'm Hot :-)
X corn holio X4: haha i got you to say i"m hot!!!

Hhaha i got gina to say she was hot!!ISNT SHE HOT EVERYBODY!!GINA YOU ROCK!~!!!!!!

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[22 Oct 2003|08:57pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Hey if somebody would be so nice i would really be happy if somebody could get me a code please..but if u have one and if u dont want it or dont have to give it to anybody could u be so nice and give it to me if u like..Thank u..

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[21 Oct 2003|01:21pm]
[ mood | horny ]

OK for everybody u have to come to my house for holloween cuz i have the best candy in the WORLD!!!!mauhahah,, ok wut i gots is airheads,skittles blue,red,sour,purple,starburst,snickers,m&ms,3 musketeers i dont think i spelled that right hmm,butterfinger,100 grandbars,BABy ruth,Nestle crunch bar,milky way.twix,cookies,fruit roll ups..dude and if nobody comes it's all MINES YES!!!!MAUHAHAHAAH alright later

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[20 Oct 2003|08:38pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Hey everybody.man i'm in a happy mood today hell yes!!!2 Months!!!alright well i woke up and did my skool work then i hoooked my system to my tv and now it rocks!!.then i went to melissa's to get my bike chilled there for a lil that was kool..watched her work on her computer it was funny.then after words i went to Brits.

Ok while i was there i saw the flowers i sent her..i sent her flowers today they were bueatiful all different colors then 2 red roses it was so cute i liked them she was so happy..i'm really glad i get to see her again and i'm so happy that she is happy.then we ate dinner and talked about crap.after that we watched tv i came home early which sucked.cuz she got a lil in trouble cuz her teacher emailed her mom and said she got a few 60's and crap but she didn cuz her mom saw her papers so everything is ok..but she has like a lil punishment she just has to show her mom her homework when she is done with it and is aloud to do anything after that!..SO i'm just really happy she isnt grounded..Dude i must say skool must SUCK for u kids o well..ok but anyways now i'm home and is about to go lay down and play some playstation 2 cuz thats wut i can do!!!alright PPLSSS i'll tlak to u later...

I love your Brittany Happy Anniversary.

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[19 Oct 2003|12:40pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Hey sup everybody well nothing new just designing my car i got pics from like other cars and i put together one car going to see wut my dad thinks later and see if he wants to start on it this spring...um i have to go to the doctors today so i can get a note from him saying that i'm fine and i can run firecalls..it's bullshit but o well.....i'm cold man ppl need to put on the damn HEAT! i havent skateboarded in a while i got on it yesteday and i didn suck it just took me couple of tries to land a trick..but i'm going to haddon feild tmm..and i'm going to do the 5 set..thats going to be hot...have to buy a hat also my ears will get COLD!!!!alright well i'm going to go shower now and listen to some music.i'll talk to u ppl later.hehe gina is funny also..i dont think she should play with hourses lol..alright later ppl...SARAH IS THE PRINCESS OF HEIGHTS...Love you Brit..2 Months TMM!!!been going out for longer then wut ppl thought if you think about it.

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[17 Oct 2003|06:35pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

wow i'm going to start sounded like jenny..well i want to see brit for once and it sucks cuz she is always grounded cuz of her mom she gets and C and she gets grounded..but it's ok cuz i get to see her monday night weds and friday and sat..and i'm going to make it the best nights like i always do..tuesday is 2 MONTHS i'm loven it alot..she means alot to me more then anyone else..well i mean like my friends and bestfriends mean alot to me but she means more then this world...its weird how much she means to me..i get butterflies just thinking about her and when i'm about to see her..but when i do my face just lights up like no other..i love this girl alot and i'm not afraid to say it.if u ask me i'll go on and on and on forever..shes everything i want in a girl and more!she means alot to me and i wouldn be the same if i lost her but i kno i'm not and if i broke up with her for another girl i would be just a stupid dumass for dumping her.but i aint and i kno she aint either..u may ask your self how i can be so sure of it but it's a long story to explain to you ppl.just everything she says to me is so right and just holding her makes me have a warm feeling inside me..hehe i love that girl so much..i'm glad i go out with her..and thank you lauren..u helped out alot when u were here and i thank u..but it just sucks her mom and wayne are just bitches and u can even ask her and she will give u a story about them.....i just dont get them durnin the summer they were kool..then they just changed brits been grounded for like 2 months now for no reason..well she got a c in spanish..but it will all be over SOON!!i'm not going to explain.but i think i'm done now..hmm guess i wasnt like jenny i'm proud of my self :)..alright well later everybody...have a nice weekend..Love u ppl..LOVE YOU BRIT

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[16 Oct 2003|01:09pm]
[ mood | silly ]

Well i havent been really doing anything cuz i'm still hurt..i went and saw brit for a lil yesterday that made me happy..i wish it was the summer i would always see her o well winter rocks SNOW!!i saw tommy gina sarah and billy yesterday also for a lil got 15 cents from tommy.so i dont kno wut i'm going to do today i'm prolly going to stay home cuz i kinda dont feel like going out but i might i dont kno yet..i chilled on the fone last night with brit that rocked.i dont kno but i might call scott today to see if he wants to hang out to sleep over or something i dont kno yet..i work sunday so i get money!!!:)i have live burn monday night brit will be there that rocks..it's in lakeland u ppl prolly dont kno where that is..but it's ok..alright well i'm going to go get something to eat cuz i'm a hungry lil boy..it's almost holloween YES!!! alright pCe out

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[14 Oct 2003|11:48am]
[ mood | creative ]

we dont have oj and my dad asked who drank it..i told him lauren..heheh i still look like jay z also mauhahahahaha burp excuse me

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[13 Oct 2003|12:44pm]
[ mood | loved ]

well yesterday sucked i was bored half the day went to get a brake cable and the store was closed..then i went to the firehouse and they told me i had to put on my uniform and i had like 5 mins as i was riding my chain poped and i just went down really hard i cut my lip open really badly i fucked up my arm but it still works..so i went to the hospital to get it looked at and crap they glued it back together..i was only there for like 5 HOURS grrr well today it's sore and i have a fat lip lol my dad keeps crackin on me but i told him i cant laugh or it will break open again..so i have to put ice on it and lay in bed..brit is coming to see me tonite so i'm happy about that..so i'm just going to rest all day put ice on my lip and chill..ok well i'm done for now..i'm in pain and my arm hurts so i'm going back to bed.if u ppl need me call my cell..love u britt.and brit keeps checkin on me :)...love everybody.. later

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[10 Oct 2003|10:58am]
[ mood | hyper ]

Hey nobody has been doing there journals...kinda weird u ppl must be really busy or something..Today is melissa's birthday and we are going to shoot some pool..and i get to see brit all night so i'[m happy..and tmm is barrinton's fest and i'm going billy and daniel will be there...I dont kno if that kid is going to be there and kass but if they are there going to want to fight.but if it's a bunch of them i got mikeL with me..so it's all good..i'll give him a call today..then i'm going over brits dad's house till like 10 so this weekend is going to be great!!!!!!I wanna go see lauren soon..i'm going to talk to my dad about going to see her in like 2 weeks or so..i miss her alot :(...she was my sexy chink!!!!!haha.anyways.i miss gina i havent talked to her in a while also..ok well i'm going to take a shower cuz i havent in like 3489652347865 days..i'm startin to be like lauren ha no..alright later!

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[09 Oct 2003|10:10am]
[ mood | silly ]

Well last night i went to barrington's open house at the firestation..i was supose to fight these kids..but it was only me vs like 8 guys..like if he wanted to go one on one then i would of..but he didn..so he came over and started shit with my but i can fight cuz i could get kicked out of the station or go to jail one or thee other..so we got them kicked out we called andy over and he got the cops on the kids and got them kicked out..now this is all about 2 guys that we all hate..and now one of them wants to be an explorer in barrinton..so are job is to call her fat and not let her last one weekend in the firestation..jass able..that fat ugly ass whore..everybody was like OMG SHE IS FAT AS HELL WE CANT HAVE THAT IN ARE STATION..lol so we are going to break her balls till she gets out..and it's not like we are mean and we are tryin to kick u out..we just talk the truth..they crack on me..i dont care..but she doesnt like being called fat..and knowin are station lol we will....ok but anyways after that i got to hang out with brit for like the longest time and help out with stuff..and melissa was there..and i got brit a bear cuz i havent seen her for a long time..and i get to hang out with her all night tmm night also i cant wait it's going to be the best..finally i can see her alot now..it feels so good..but u ppl dont care well some of u dont..so i'm not going to say anything else..but thanks to everybody...heheh Sarah and Gina are gods in this world!!!And that is the Truth..I love Them :)

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[08 Oct 2003|10:40am]
[ mood | happy ]

Hey everybody..well i'm not doing anything but talking to my cuz..i finished all my skool work already lol well ive been up for a while also so yeah.....But i miss brit alot she is just so kool..i cant wait till i get to hang out with her again i miss her so much i like her alot!!!she is just so great to me.. she cares she doesnt talk shit or any of that..unless somebody pisses her of or something...i just love her so much..everytime i'm with her it just feels right.we have been going out for 1 month 2 weeks and 2 days..but like not seeing her has made me think so much and learn alot..and just not seein her makes me miss her everyday even more..and like her even more..i just cant wait till i can see her again.she is just so awesome..and so is melissa..there both my bestfriends and funny i havent known melissa that long..but i trust her so much..she does alot for me and brit..and she hasnt turned on us and she never will...melissa is a person u can trust with ur life!!that is a true friend right there!!!Same with Brit..there just the best!!!and Kim also and sarah!i dont get it i could mess up but they would always forgive cuz they kno i'm not like that..and crap like that...there just my true bestfriends in the whole wide world..some of u might not think i knew brit long..but i knew her for almost a year now..and melissa only for like 3 months..but the rest i knew for like 5 6 years!!..there all great to me and i love them with all my heart..i love all my friends......BUt brit i miss so much and i cant wait they are letter her off shit now so i'm able to see her again very very soon!!!!...i'm just becoming happy again...i'm getting that feeling in side of me!!!i love this feeling..nice and warm inside knoing that i have all my friends with me and brit..nothing can get better...then that!!alot of u have helped me thur it all and i thank u so much......God i love this feeling so much it's the best ever!!!!!!!!!OK i must stop cuz i could go on forever..I love brit so much and i want everybody to kno that!!!!!!!!!!She is the FUcking BEst in the world...And I love her!

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[07 Oct 2003|04:51pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

yo.. i'm getting tired of all this trash that u ppl are saying about me and brit..it
s starting to piss me off cuz u ppl dont even kno her and ur just saying all this shit and judgin her when u dont even kno her.all i hear is ppl saying all this shit about me and her.and maybe u ppl should like say it to my face.and some of u ppl cant even talk about the thigns u say about her cuz u haven looked at ur self latly.i'm not talking about one person i'm talking who ever.it's my life and i'll do wutever i want with it..and i'm getting tired of it.i'm tired of ppl coming up to me and sayin i saw ur gf then say something under there breat so i cant hear wut u say about her. it's pissses me off......but at this point in time i dont care..cuz it's a waste of my time to listen to u ppl...

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[07 Oct 2003|04:39pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Yo..all ive been hearing is ppl talk trash about me and brit..if u ppl like have anything to say then say it to my face instead of me hearin it from other ppl..i really dont care wut u ppl say..cuz it's my life and i'll do wut i want..u ppl say all this shit about her but u really havent look at ur selfs..and this isnt just for one person it's for everybody and i'm jsut saying wut i feel...and it's startin to piss me off.. i dont get why u pl cant just let things go i mean really. i dont care i'm just letting u ppl kno...u dont even kno her and ur just going to say shit.u cant judge a book by it's cover and thats all u pppl are doing..but thats all i have to say.cuz i'm not going to waste my time on this shit.so later.

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[07 Oct 2003|12:25pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Hey well friday i didn go anywhere we somewut finished the house..cuz we had family staying with us..and that sucked but it was ok...sat i had to go to the station and help out with the harvest fest..and i did the smoke trailer the whole time..and sell shirts which i only got a dollar lol...everybody laughed at my picture on my turn out coat :( that wasnt kool..then after words i just hung out with everybody..o and i forgot i went to work that morning also..then i went to the family reunion where i saw like half of my crazy family and my grandpop sis this long closin and knowin me and shane we cracked on him and laughed while he was closen it...he laughed when we told him..then everybody came to our house...i got to drive home with my uncle he has the best system in the world! it rocks...then everybody left and i went to sleep...sunday i went to barrinton to help mike on this house and we left to go to pennsauken and i saw all my friends again..got to see Mr and Mrs townsend i love them..there like my second family....and from there i just hung out all day got home around like 930.played basketball..and ps2.then went to bed..now i'm all weak and everything i hurt like hell and i'm really tired..i'm going to do my basement today with melissa..so everybody can come on fridays and hang out and chill..and play pool.ps2 computer wutever u like..alright i'm out later

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[07 Oct 2003|09:51am]
i want a new icon..could anyone do one for me???
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[30 Sep 2003|03:38pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

well everybody i dont have my fone for a lil......not till like thurdsay or so..well i dont kno when i'm getting it back... but other then that u ppl should look at my background i think it rocks!!!! later....

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[29 Sep 2003|09:58am]
[ mood | sad ]

i wish i could be happy,but i cant stop thinking,cant stop thinking about u,i act as if i lost u but i havent.but i will be able to hold u once again in my arms!


Thanks gina and lauren you 2 are really great. i'm glad i have you as friends!

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[28 Sep 2003|04:48pm]
[ mood | sad ]

well today was a really bad bad day...it sucked i found out somethings and it sucks.only a like 3 ppl kno..ppl tat i trust...buti went to the firehouse and finished the ladder with shawn and rick..and got a pizza.and thats about it......talked online and just chilled..id ont kno when the next time i'll write in here..prolly when everything is better and normal..but that could be awhile from now..so i will talk to u ppl later...but somethings i'm doing this week..well i have live burn tmm..and i'm going to try and see britt..she is still grounded and now even longer cuz her mom doest want her to br right..so should see her like everyday after skool for like 5 mins..and skateboard..and do a couple of other things..ok later everybody

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[26 Sep 2003|12:59pm]
[ mood | excited ]

wel wel wel.....this weekend is going to be fun...my parents are gone..my grandmom is watching me..i get to see britt woohoo..my dad might go see laruen sunday..i dont get why he loves her so much...she is like his second daughter...yay lauren is my step sister!!!!!WOOHOO I CANT WAIT TILL I GET TO SEE HER..um lauren how come u like brit so much..u want her to come.I KNO WHY SO U CAN HAVE SEX WITH HER.....NO NO NO NO...I DONT THINK SO!!!.ANYWAYS!!!!i have to go get dressed now i will tell my whole weekend sunday night..later PEEPS!!

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[25 Sep 2003|10:39am]
[ mood | chipper ]

GOD I FUCKING HATE THIS I WROTE IN IT AND IT GOT DELETED!!!..ok well i sakteboarded talked on the fone..parents are going to va might see llauren...i get to go next time woohoo...chilled in my baby blue pjs!chilled with ppl at the library..mike pat steph travis.leah..and other ppl......ok man i hate when that does that!!AND I GET TO SEE BRIT LAUREN AND U CANT HAVE HER HAHAAH!!!I WIN'!!!

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[23 Sep 2003|12:48pm]
[ mood | full ]

yo this kid that is running for mayor is gay just like lauren said...like really why would u run for mayor to make a movie?..i dont think thats why u run..i mean well i hope that hes not going to win he would mess up this town so much...woo he would say we could skateboard on station oo wut good news..i mean really.that is really gay....and if he did win that would suck so much..cuz the mayor rocks..i mean she does piss me off sometimes but this town is kool and everything..and she is helping me and everybody else with the skatepark....and everybody wants mrs god i can remember how to spel her last name!!! to win....i cant wait till this shit is over..o and jenny gets mad cuz she thinks she knos him and crap like that cuz i think he is gay.and is going to mess everything up...i dont even care...it's gay...so later

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[23 Sep 2003|11:03am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Hey nothing to much here..i was think everybody kno that song Stole by Kelly Rowland..when i first saw the video i cried..it made me cry lol..i dont kno why i'm telling u ppl this guess cuz i dont care..and i dont care if i cry infront of ppl..lol..i kno jenny wants to see me cry lol..she always does....i got my hair cut yesterday it's pretty short..the lady cut it to short..so it looks gay but hey i look gay wut does it matter.....and then i went to drill and played with rope and water..i got wet..it was funn!!!!!..ok well today i dont kno wut i'm doing i have to go get some stuff and figure out something..so i will check u ppl later..

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[22 Sep 2003|10:47am]
[ mood | full ]

hey well i'm doing my home work..it's not bad really...and some guy is in the other room working on the fireplace NICE!!!! and i'm waiting for my grandpop to get here so we can work around the house today..thats always good..i dont kno wut i'm going to do.this weekend was fun..just hung out..haha yesterday was fun!!! hung out with heather and mike omg there both the best!!!!anways..well i'm going to stop now i just wanted to write in here for some reason..well later dawgssss

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[20 Sep 2003|09:26am]
[ mood | Hungry ]

well lets see wut did i do yesterday..well i mostly hung out..me billy melissa went to get pizza.then we went to threds and the gurls hockey game was there so we went and watched them till the game was over..they did well..hey it was a tie so YEAH!!!!!!!!

Then hung out with st rose and other ppl that i kno from heights.and went to cvs and hung out on 4 ave.....after that went to the pizza shop got a soda and walked to johns......i got in trouble for skateboarding on station well the cops can suck my balls!! no not really...after took jenny and diana home and me and my dad went for a joy ride on 295 for like and hour speedin down it..it was the BEST!! and then went to top dog..haha got looking gurls there..then went and got some fris.and came home after that..well my night was the best in the car!!!!anyways i'm hungry so i'm going to go eat later

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[19 Sep 2003|11:07am]
[ mood | relieved ]

ok well for the ppl that were up last night..omg that was so fucking scary as hell...dude there were tranformers blowing up all over the palce and i had one near me that went it was like a big flash then a bang! OMG so scary so i had to go outside and make sure nothing was on fire..and i grand 2 different pairs of shoes cuz i couldn see it was funny..i called somebodys hosue at like 3 in the morning didn mean to but o well.....had like 5 calls and thats about it...............i couldn see the whole night either so like i'm really tired right now..but anyways i think i'm going to stop cuz i have to go do my skool work..so later

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