urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox Nothing like in side me Hank 2005-01-05T19:44:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:43068 2005-01-05T19:44:45Z 2005-01-05T19:44:45Z yo mom ME COMING BACK!!!!!&lt;3~~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:40026 2004-07-21T04:07:37Z 2004-07-21T04:07:37Z nothing OK so here the thing..I have a bet wit jess..We are not aloud to kiss..So if i kiss her i Have to dress up like a girl thong bra hair everything!!! and if i win more fun on y side..so Yes not to sure about the girl thing..ahah it's kinda weird<br /><br />Anyways went to sauken chilled wit my homies there and mike and michele and ang..it was awesome..got to see my 2 very good friends well 3 counting scott..cuz she shoulded up out of nowhere with crazy hair hah it was awesome..so anyways i think i'm done with this cuz i'm bored and i have to go take a piss..alright late urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:38998 2004-06-23T15:20:05Z 2004-06-23T15:20:05Z the used taste of ink Hey so for start..My WEEKEND ROCKED!!! so friday i hung out wit jess hale rob rob joe dani and nina..and nina was just flashing us..like both ways dude..we traded shirts 2 lol..bra and all!! it was lil weird but it made me and joe happy lol.. played spin the bottle..and joe was just winning everybody!! so yeah sat i just hung out with them again and we chilled around..sunday i did nothing had my grandparents over..and then went up to station to meet joe for a lil..and we chilled infront of lit in up...then monday i went to jess's and hung out there then got a ride to the firehouse from john..after picking up dan..then had drill then chilled on station....Tues.I went and met up wit rob on station then we went back to my house so i could get my trunks..for swimming and we went to megs and chilling in the hot pool instead of the cold one!! BR!!..and then went to jess's and went to the park and hung out ..and layed in the rain!! it was awesome and it was pretty.. and today i dont kno what i'm going to be doing..well i kinda do already lol..so yeah.. thats about for my weekend and my week.yup yup yup..<br /><br />Oh yes..i have names down for warped tour..just let me kno if u need a ticket..and i will deside who is coming with my in my car..alrighty!late urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:36315 2004-05-19T17:03:32Z 2004-05-19T17:03:32Z tekno HEy well so far ive been startin to change my ways..very slow..But it's getting there..fixing my life up..still need alot of help..But dont see u ppl HELPING!!!!.anywyas..i'm kool wit jenny again i'm happy..i was a jerk immature and all thee above..and I sorry jenny..Plus she gets to kick my ass if i'm mean to her again..so yeah lol..this summer doesnt seem likes it's gonna be all fun..i kno what a few ppl are gonna do this summer..u can tell...Plus i'm gonna try and make it fun ya kno,,take yall where ever u want....and get yall whatever you want..So anyways..i dont kno i'm really bored right now..and the most i'm gonna do today is go take m camera to cvs..and chill on station and prolly go where ever ppl are..hopfully i'll get my journal done today bysarah..cuz she's suppsoe to do it by now but hasnt..and i gotta do my friend brit's..her jounrla also..so i busy today!!!! wooo!!!!so yeah uh i miss everybody and i'm out..i'll update later..pce urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:36054 2004-05-19T17:03:24Z 2004-05-19T17:03:24Z tekno HEy well so far ive been startin to change my ways..very slow..But it's getting there..fixing my life up..still need alot of help..But dont see u ppl HELPING!!!!.anywyas..i'm kool wit jenny again i'm happy..i was a jerk immature and all thee above..and I sorry jenny..Plus she gets to kick my ass if i'm mean to her again..so yeah lol..this summer doesnt seem likes it's gonna be all fun..i kno what a few ppl are gonna do this summer..u can tell...Plus i'm gonna try and make it fun ya kno,,take yall where ever u want....and get yall whatever you want..So anyways..i dont kno i'm really bored right now..and the most i'm gonna do today is go take m camera to cvs..and chill on station and prolly go where ever ppl are..hopfully i'll get my journal done today bysarah..cuz she's suppsoe to do it by now but hasnt..and i gotta do my friend brit's..her jounrla also..so i busy today!!!! wooo!!!!so yeah uh i miss everybody and i'm out..i'll update later..pce urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:30476 2004-03-13T04:33:06Z 2004-03-26T19:08:29Z blink~i miss you TAKE NOTE... FRIENDS ONLY FROM HERE ON!!! TAKE NOTE..FRIENDS ONLY FROM HERE ON!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />Billy loved Katie with all his heart. But he never told a single soul. <br /><br />Katie secretly loved him too. But she thought she would never have a chance with him. Billy asked his friends what they think of her and his friends thought she was gay. They didn't like her at all. So Billy just went along with them. They all made fun of her and made her feel really bad. Katie was so upset. <br /><br />One day they followed her home from school making fun of her the whole way home. Once she got inside her house she dropped to the floor crying. She had a crush on Billy since 3rd grade. She didn't know what to do. When Billy got home he felt real bad about what he had done. So he decided to go to Katie's house to tell her he was sorry and that he really loves her. <br /><br />When he got there he knocked on the door no one answered. The door was open so he walked in. He walked into the living room and found Katie lying dead on the floor. She had slit her wrists. Billy was so upset. He knew it was his fault she killed herself. And now he could never tell her how he really felt. <br /><br />The moral of this story is: Don't wait to until the last minute to tell someone how you really feel. Because it just might be too late. And don't always go by what your friends say, follow your heart.....<br /><br />Bea wrote that and sent it to me...and i think it is so ture.. cuz like i dunno i just kno it's true cuz ive seen it happen..Late urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:28771 2004-02-24T05:10:50Z 2004-02-24T05:10:50Z the ladykillers Hey everybody uh whats up..yeah i'm doing alright ehh everything is starting to suck really bad..i mean yeah lol everything about britt just sucks man everything that still is going on i mean when does it end? I"m hopeing everything will be alright soon cuz i'm seriously missing her alot and it's relaly getting to me.. Just hope everything will be ok! uh nothing really has been going on all my friends are lazy like always so there isnt 2 much 2 do..skateboarding is going well.. i jsut need to find ppl that are good cuz i'm tired of skateboarding a parkin lot..i wanna skate stairs and rails, so i'm gonna go out and find different ppl to take wit cuz thats how u get better by skateboarding wit ppl that are better then you,and billy kyle and thomas arnt helping it's like there stuck they need to learn....but who cares right now..i'm gonna go to driving skool soon so i can start driving,this town is so fucking boring my dad is always working so i cant go to like pennsauken cuz like it's awesome there and the skateboards skate everything..uh i was walking around in the high skool today it was fun mauhaha i rmm going to that skool like 4 uh clock in the morning walking around in the dark haha it was fun...But i dunno theres not to much happening wit me and i need to clean my room so yeah i'm done blah i dont feel like typing no more...I love u brittany<br /><br /><br />Yo so i wanna do something wit my hair let me kno..later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:28594 2004-02-22T05:10:29Z 2004-02-22T05:10:29Z heater NOBODY MUST READ THIS SHIT cuz nobody comments me :( *sign* i'm teary cuz it's me and britts anniversary and i no talk to her or see her well it just sucks BUT NOT GIVIN UP I WILL NEVER!..now i go to sleep cuz i'm really tired and i have alot to think about cuz there is something wrong wit me i feel it..and u ppl dont love me..so later<br /><br /><br />I love u brittany your the best and your so awesome! wish u could read this so u would kno what i'm feeling miss u urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:28230 2004-02-21T04:47:26Z 2004-02-21T04:47:26Z nothing Hey tmm is me and britts anniversayr and i still cant be wit her and it really sucks alot.But it's gonna be 6 months and sarah forgot to get give her a letter saying happy anniversary so that sucks.but it's alright cuz she will give it to her monday..and yeah..So yes uh i'll update more later..I love u britt happy anniversay..miss u alot urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:28006 2004-02-19T04:39:11Z 2004-02-19T04:40:15Z real world Yo if you want me to go ot concerts wit you let me kno or if u wanna go to any concerts let me kno!!<br />BETTER COMMENT!<br /><br /><br />Love you brittany urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:27792 2004-02-16T15:33:12Z 2004-02-16T15:33:12Z the used-Taste of ink Yo so this wekend was a lil crazy..Friday i went to the mall with sarah and sara and we chillled wit scott and i skated inside and srah and ara walked around..prolly stalking ppl..after that got home and scott called me and we talk for a couple hours then went to sleep.<br />Sat sarah and sara came over again and we chilled in my room then went to the mall to meet up with scott but he got there late so we could only chill with him for like a hour and so.. then came home..BUt i forgot to say my dad scared the shit out of sara cuz the way he drives we were doing 130 all the way 2 the mall it was so funny she was shitting her pants..Ok then i got home and was on the fone and britt called me..I was freakin out the whole time..in a good way..cuz i havent heard her voice in a long time and when u dont talk to somebody for a really long time u just like shake i was shakin for 3 hours....But i really miss her and i really love her..but everything is getting better..slow but it's still getting there..LOVE YOU BABY!.then after that i was on the fone with sarah and scott made me call this number..and i called 911 with my stupid ass..was on the fone with them for like half hour cuz they had the wrong address and shit..so i had to do all this shit..and i had cops calling me all night...scary shit!then sleep<br />Sun uh i skated half the day then later that night sarah and gina came over..and we watched half of 8 mile..and just talked about my house being big and my room being big lol..it's all good tho..so yeah then they walked home and i chilled online and fone..and today is Monday and i wanna go sleep on gina's bed cuz i do all my thinking there lol...But yes.thank you sarah and gina for being there for me..and thank u sarah for everything you've for me and britt.. Love ya both!!.<br /><br /><br />ALright i'm gonna write more later so i'm out..Later<br /><br />Love you brittany!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:27642 2004-02-10T04:56:12Z 2004-02-10T04:56:12Z blink182 Miss you <p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <font size="5">Happy birthday Jenny</font></p> <p><font color="#009900">Hey well today started out my sister waking me up by jumping on me..Then we went to the mall and i'm very goofy at the mall so i was being funny and shit as always..uh we took my car witch was really hot cuz i was able to lindsay to whatever i want.well i am but i jsut wanted to listen to loud music cuz i wasnt really happy..Listen to music helps me..so after that we went to the shop and we hung out there for a lil so she could meet ken and ken could meet her and he likes big boobs so she has them so yeah lol helped him out on that one..haha..after that i hung out with like billy sarah sara jenny nick tom lexe and meg..just chilled and skateboarding like always..pissed off billy but hey i'm sorry billy but you are a pussy skater and and everybody thinks that..so what ken was true he wants us to help u get better me and kyle that is...so next dont laugh at something that was the true...k......so anyways i walked home after that and it's my grandmoms birthday so we had a like a lil family party lol..me and my uncle got intoa&nbsp; cake fight..and he like took half of the cake and threw it at me. haha it rocked alot..it was fun..then sarah called me and we chilled on the fone for a lil..so everything like that.. thats about how my dad went....I'm happy a lil now that i kno brittany still loves me and says everything between us is still the same way..like when we could see each other..so that rocks alot..Thank you sarah forever thing u've done..and billy......alright well i'm gonna go listen to music and think about shit..I'll talk to you kids later......</font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<font color="#330033">&nbsp; </font><font color="#cc33cc">P.s Have a nice day :) and let me kno if anybody wants to do something this weekend..mall pool hall, arcade, dinner movies whatever..let me kno..later</font></p> <p><font color="#cc33cc"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#cc33cc">I HATE EVERYBODY THAT CAN SEE THERE GFS AND MAKE OUT AND SHIT WITH THEM!!! </font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:27318 2004-02-06T04:30:12Z 2004-02-06T04:30:12Z nothing ALright yo i'm so pissed off right now..i dont feel like talking about it cuz it's gay....well tmm nite is screwed up i dont kno what to do now.. and i'm prlly just gonna end up staying home.. unless i find out scott is going or not ah i fucking dont even kno i'm jsut so pissed off and id ont feel like wrting no more..sarah let me kno if you wana do somethign or not..i'm on the fone and i'm hungr so i'm going to go find food not..pCE OUT <br /><br /><br />love u brittany urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:26945 2004-02-04T05:17:33Z 2004-02-04T05:17:33Z nothing like inside me Well tonite with me talking to gina..i found out a few things while me also thinking..That i'm a bad bf,i'm an idiot...i didn do anything bad..I'm just not a good bf..I dont think i'm there for brittany as much as i should be. and shit like that..and i found out that i dont want to die at a young age cuz there's so many things i want to do in my life time.or me being here on this living hell call earth...I cant wait till i can see brittany again..its been a while now..and it feel as tho time is going by so slow. i dont kno when the next time i will be able to see her but i hope it's soon.. Man i hate when bad shit happens..it sucks But i dont feel like talking no more..so i'm going to go think more i will write back later..Love u brittany urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:26828 2004-02-03T18:30:14Z 2004-02-03T18:30:14Z pull ups i'm a big kid now Wow so i just got done cleaning my room and it looks nice. so now instead of finding somewhere to hang out we can here..i'll keep it clean.alright. i miss brittanyh alot and i really wanna see her!!! Love you brittany!!.. so yes<br /><br /><br />alright i done i write more later..pCe out love u brittany urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:26611 2004-02-02T05:49:38Z 2004-02-02T05:49:38Z linkin park..pick a song and that will be it so last night was fun YEAH BABY YEAH..<br /><br /><br /><br />And yes sarah is right i wish it was summer cuz i would be able to do alot more things and chill and i would be able to drive!!Yes how awesome will that be when i can!! i dunno but theres only a few ppl here that rock..like gina sarah sara uh brittany ken matt,shawn and few other ppll.but like my mostest best friend here are brittany! gina and sarah.....and they help out alot..Thank ya me friends!!.. um today was kool i guess i went with mike chrissy and kate..and we went to jason hosue his brother and his grandmoms house and played with there puppy..she was so cute!! and everything like that then came back here ate watched some of the game and just chilled.. shit like that..<br /><br />So up coming shit thats gong to be going on here..WEll i'm getting my pool table this week or next cuz we found one YES!! so my basement will be the new hangout spot so that will rock..Uh i'm getting a inground pool that will be heated..so at like night it will be warm and you wont be cold if you wanna go for a late night swim..and gina and sarah are going skinny swimming..hahah skinny swimming hahah i rock...and fixin my car up.. ..and hoping to be with brittany..<br /><br /><br />Alright i'm sleepy so i go to sleep now..I love you brittany and miss you alot!!! sleep tight everybody..night urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:26196 2004-02-01T05:35:42Z 2004-02-01T05:35:42Z u rea ny snshine YOOOSOS ws uy dee!111 i ws ta partue addd sizzz it roz erajhgbfdhgwruhgbuahhhhaahahaha<br /><br /><br />ahahahahah9fsaeugherhguihewguihwrguierwhguierwhgreuigherguhewrjghreghreghhh<br />P<br />i cn mae faceswL:()-/ :"{:_:&gt;:&gt;:LP:_:hgliherguj"KLL:Kgjakhglauiwe<br />wher<br /><br /><br /><br />wdgf9wuyegu sowwry i spek wht ver! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:25969 2004-01-31T17:03:45Z 2004-01-31T17:03:45Z nothing bittersweet46614: yo<br />bittersweet46614: umm tomorrow im getting alcohol, so if i like share some with you. then next weekend you can share some with meeeeeee. :-)<br />bittersweet46614: oh sorry i didnt read that dont wake up.<br /><br />Now thats not right if you think about it..it's more like desperate jenny....and alcoholic however you spell it..But thats like usen a person if you get what i'm ssaying..No offence not trying to put you down but i dont think thats right..later<br /><br />Love you brittany urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:25794 2004-01-31T03:36:45Z 2004-01-31T03:36:45Z sarah and lauren voices YO YO YO THIS IS YOUR DJ HANK!!!.....nah not really so i went to the mall with gina and sarah.........we chilled and they stalked this dude for like an hour and half......................... and yeah..thats about it so yeah.tmm i go to dinner and thats it i miss brittany alot and i wanna cry!!!I love her alot i cant wait till things calm down so yeah i miss you brittany love you mauhzz!!!..<br /><br /><br />Hey if anybody wants to hang out tmm or chill comment me and let me kno..we can do what chil whereever or chill here..let me kno..pCe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:25579 2004-01-29T18:33:53Z 2004-01-29T18:33:53Z Outkast Hey ya!! Hey so i did my journal with the help of my friend lauren..What you think??<br /><br /><br />SO yesterday i had like th bestest convo with gina..haha she is the funnist girl in heights!!!and the koolest!!!.and chilled..tonite i have to go to the station cuz some guy died and shit like that..and thats about it..I miss brittany alot and i really wanna chill with her..or at least be able to hold her hand and hold her!! or something man..but i think sarah and billy and mike for helping us..and briana..SO its alright from there..i guess everything will be ok.if we just like be careful..and she says she learned her lession and she aint gonna sneak around and dont lie..i guess if she doesnt lie or anything everything will be ok..I hope..THanks everybody....And i will update later this weekend..pCe..<br /><br />Love you brittay miss you!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:25107 2004-01-28T20:57:33Z 2004-01-28T20:57:33Z Nothing ppl walking Hey everybody i'm at the library and nobody is really talking to me..sarah jsut liked stopped..I dont get why you ppl wont go outside cuz it's cold out..so wut i eman yeah its cold but theres snow out there and shit.. you ppl act like your not a kid no more..wuts the fun in that..really..&gt;&gt;theres weird ppl in the library they tried kickin mee off but i held up and stayed on cuz i just ignored them..haha i dont give a crap..i'm really bred right now and i have to do my journal later cuz it's blah and looks gay so i'm going do it with the help of my bestest best friend lauren Kelly...(clap)....omg there is this old freaky lady in here and shes black and she looks like shes dieing and she keeps fallin asleep then wakes up out of no where..wait i think shes gonna fall off the chair!!hahaha anyways..I'm gonna go now..I'll talk to you ppl later..Love you brittany miss you..<br /><br /><br />Later bitches!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:24868 2004-01-27T17:48:39Z 2004-01-27T17:48:39Z britney spears ~ toxic SO yeah i havent updated in a while..so same news with britt..still cant see her or even talk :'(..sometimes i dont get parents why they would do wut they do.....But i cant control her parents so jsut gonna have to wait..i dont care.. i dont have a problem with waiting....so i'm watchin brittany spears new video toxic..wow it's not that bad..i kinda like it..BUT she cant sing!!!she cant sing for shit!holy crap she looks hot with red hair!!!dude i cant wait till i can drive gettin a sprots bike also!!those things are so fuckin awesome!!HOLY SHIT she looks even better with black hair!!! ok anyways..so yeah nothing new theres snow outside..i wanna get my pooltable already..and i gots job i make 30 an hour!!!so that rocks..gonna get new shoes and stuff this weekend if i get my money..gina and sarh are going with me i hope!!..but yeah.. so anyways i dont feel like writin no more..so i'll check back later..I lov eyou brittany and i miss you!!!<br />later ppls urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:24607 2004-01-23T16:18:11Z 2004-01-23T16:19:21Z nothing Got bad news :'( will tell when i find out wut the bad news is urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:24509 2004-01-20T17:18:11Z 2004-01-23T16:19:02Z the used blue and yellow i think? Love you brittany miss you <br />So i'm really happyy today cuz bri called me this morning..and that rocks alot!! and i'm getting some wut of my music back but i cant get everything i want..and you ppl wont let me use your cds for like 5 mins to pput some songs on my computer i dont kno why but i guess you dont want to.. i'm sore also was working out yesterday ..so sore! and yeah.. havent really been doing anything friday i went out then sat i worked and then went to my cuz house and sunday work and went to sleep yesterday went to the skateshop and worked out with brandon..then drill..tonite i'm either going to vans or the gym..i dunno have to see if kenny wants to go..I miss brittany alot and i really wish i could see her i ahvent seen her for 2 weeks!!it sucks alot!!i cant wait till i can see her again!!i would love it so much i would kill just to see her right now!!so yeah i really dont have much to update about nothing is really knew...havent really been doing anything but chilling at the skateshop and trying to skateboard where theres no snow..hate winter..i use to love it but i wanna skate i wannna learn more tricks and have fun..i'll live lol..But yeah things i wish i could do see brittany or talk to her once and a while..skateboard..and everything else that is fun..i drive soon so i'll be takin everybody any where they want..i dont care..if you love to go fast and drvie crazy then you will love to drive with me..and i'll take ya anywhere..as long as we get to go to wendy's!!! alright well i guess i'm out for now i'll chat with you ppl later..Love you brittany miss you..Later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcornholiox:19913 2003-11-17T23:54:45Z 2003-11-17T23:54:45Z library shh X corn holio X4: .<br />ginavedder311: .<br />X corn holio X4: ..<br />ginavedder311: ..<br />X corn holio X4: no uh dont start that again<br />ginavedder311: no uh dont start that again<br />X corn holio X4: hey not kool<br />ginavedder311: hey not kool<br />X corn holio X4: I'm Hot :-)<br />ginavedder311: I'm Hot :-)<br />X corn holio X4: haha i got you to say i"m hot!!!<br /><br />Hhaha i got gina to say she was hot!!ISNT SHE HOT EVERYBODY!!GINA YOU ROCK!~!!!!!!